Sunday, July 15, 2007 ;
7:41 PM
I'm not fully prepared to welcome the second semester yet. I can still vividly remember 2 days ago, after going out for a good dinner at 2 Yummy that I told myself to fully enjoy my last 3 holidays. And now, it's just few hours away from 2nd semester.
The things I had done the past 3 days, Asian Cup, Ping Pong, Letters from Iwo Jima, the first movie in the Star Wars movie marathon, frequent room visits, job applications and a CS game or two, damn, I dun feel like I had spent them substantially.
Right now, I'm feeling that I had wasted lots of time. Watching 1 litres of tears really drove the point into me. Although it's kinda late for me to go more than 100% at my life right now, I hope it's not too late yet.
I want to see myself in the future, with a job I like, with friends that lasts, with a family I love. Ha! I even prepared a syllabus to teach my children! Can't believe I had thought of that, especially when I do not have the intention to marry few years ago. And if it was me 2 years ago, I would just brush off a certain scene I encountered in Uluru.
Climbing up steep 75 degrees Uluru is not easy, worse with the strong winds, and there was this parent who carried a baby on both hands, coming down with 3 more stories to go. And later, father and mother each with one. Now they are what I called crazy people! Do they not care about their children meh? I feel damn scared and worried for those little babies, and now after 2 weeks, I still can't believe those idiots dare to do that to their children. Crazy!!
Haihz.. don't care anymore. Studies liao.. studies liao..
light my way ♥