Tuesday, May 09, 2006 ;
4:16 PM
Just been to a christian camp the last few days. It's something like a outing, just coupled with a religious retreat to it. I thought I could go throught the whole program with my ankle weights, expecting it to be more of a sitter kind but it turned out to have several sports sessions as well. The one that took the most energy out of me was the balloon game, where I had to protect my balloon from being stepped burst by the other two teams but also still need to attack. Sounds easy, but not when you won the first round. In this case, happens to be I was the only one left standing. So on round 2, it became two teams gang against my team green, and at least 6, which opponent team does not matter here, ganging on me. The best I could do is hop around but with a young child who could jump around you like a monkey, the end was just a matter of time :/
However, for reasons i dun understand why, memories of Hui San always appear throughout the worship sessions. Her face, her smile, of her turning around and greet me with that cute smile. But all i could feel was that I'm very sorry that all I did to her in the end was to deny her hopes, and if there was a chance to go all my best to make a person happy right now, no doubt my answer would be her.
light my way ♥