Tuesday, April 12, 2005 ;
10:08 AM
I do not have the money. I dont have the looks. I dun take care of my image. I'm naughty. I just nonchalantly let things flow by. I dun have anything you can take to show off to your friends. I cannot be the only one that will comfort you. If you want anything out of me, you wun get it. All i want is just some appreciation, a little acknowledgement, a little hint that you are interested to talk to me. I can't take it when i'm given the cold shoulder, to be taken advantage of just to please you. I'm jealous, so what? I had given up hope already and yet still it comes. What the hell do you want ? U destroyed my mood to finish up my assignment. I have only 3 days left and I had not even started yet. My build up of inspiration to get it done in one night has been lost in one minute. Call me an idiot, I dun care. I need peace now and I beg you to leave me alone. I'm a gemini for goodness sake, dun be harsh on me, I just want to have fun. I dun wan to see you now. go away!
light my way ♥