Friday, December 10, 2004 ;
12:58 PM
Hmmm, what should i write ? I'm feeling kinda bland now, like without those nitty passions i used to have. The past day had been, tiring. I gotta go out to get tickets for my Genting trip and all the driving and the travelling has made me rather tired. The companionship is great but quite exhausting, i had just slept again for an hour. Now i am feeling kinda sleepy. I want to get out of my house ! There is just nothing to do here. Everyday it's just computer and online. The games i used to play are getting worse these days. My computer, my line or their server ? I want to believe it is their fault but my computer is getting clogged with animes. I need to buy blank CDs soon enough to burn them out. If the situation still stayed the same, then can safely conclude it's their fault. But eventhough i could play, i think what i really wanted is human contact. Someone to talk to, but jeez, i'm not a good talker. Guess i gotta be myself more often nowadays, my mood is just swaying up and down these days, it's time to stabilize it. But how ?
light my way ♥