Wednesday, December 08, 2004 ;
5:30 PM
Electrifying ! If that is what i should use. It was another normal day in the morning, waking up late but still laze around doing nothing when i suddenly remembered, i had a date with Jun today. Yeap ! Another outing with her but somehow we always choose to go to Sunway Pyramid. This place, had a special meaning. This is where we first met in the bowling alley when i was Form4 ( Jun reminded me this - - '' ) . Well, we got along pretty well and my senior bowler that time, is a person who likes several girls at one time, playboy ? There was once he used this nick - S.T.A.R. which actually means Sharon Koh, Tina... aiks, just forgot who those 2 are. Anyway, liking so many girls at one time, isn't that quite abnormal, Desmond Tan used to do that once also - -''. Anyway, that is not the point. We met up every Tuesday for the Milo League then, and i can say i was pretty competitive then, i was all into getting my team to be the first so i din really notice anyone else. Yeah, i made new friends there but mostly it is either they approached me or they are in the team we are bowling against. Jun then was like, the first girl i talked to relatively much after i went into my secondary school. I was in a boys school by the way, good thing i had not turned gay, cold chills went up my spine everytime i saw one in school. Oh yeah, kinda amazing isn't it. I remembered once, i asked my gang how to talk with a gurl. Some said, just be yourself, some offered theirs of letting the girl do the talking while another gave me a task to write down in a piece of paper of topic starters. - -''. Did he expect me to take the paper out everytime there is a deafening silence? Oh noo ~, i prefered to let the conversation flow, just let the atmosphere handle the talking part. And at first, that way din work at all, not at all ! The girls did their talking while the boys side here did their own. Oh well, but it was an experience to me, showing how things at its worst could work out this way. Then into college, i got an extended gang ( to be termed Sunway family), well there are 2 girls and 4 guys so each to their own partners. Cheryl and I, Soo Imm and Kuen Thai and our boy gang Yeong Hui and Seow Kit. Well, this time, i knew another way of group outing, we could all talk together. Well, earlier on, it should most probably be because i am shy to talk but with this family, I feel comfortable so that's why i could be my real self. Since all of the times when i go out, i would just simply put on a casual shirt and pants then out i go. Today, I actually lingered on to think about fashion and lolx, i am really weak at that. Any Tom and Joe could do better than me. But well, i tried not to flop up. Nervous, yeah i did. Always nervous at the first try, always nervous before i understand. But it ended well, yeah. Sweet memories. *_^
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